What if

What if
I dont recover this time.
The prayers of
so many people
go waste.

What if
The questions
remain unanswered.
The hidden
remains hidden.
The truth
remains buried.

What if
She never knows
how much
I craved for her.
How she brought colours
to my life.

What if
I dont recover this time.
Where did I come from
Where would I go
What about
the ecstacy,
the dreams,
the affliction ?